This song is about working harder than your peers. You get the raise and they wonder why. This is not the same version as on Spotify. This is an updated, much better sung version. Enjoymore

This is about dissociation and trying to cope with self-grief. Hoping that one day, the pain can blossom like a lotus flower out of murky water.more

The song is about wasting your life away for a corrupt system, that benefits while it's people suffer. Allowing drug addictions and overdoses to skyrocket, homelessness at an all time high, the cost of living through the roof, it's impossible to get ahead. Something needs to change in this race we call life, it starts with us. more